aiyo.today pon house practice.i lazy go.andddd i came home to do blog for my korkor.mum coming home soon.so short post.
crappy.i spent hours just perfecting the blog.lame me.shud spent shorter time.but dno y lor.in the end i didnt carry out my plan for training 10% in maple.T.T
okays.CIP is so not fun,not fun as in my hands are dirty.i became very sweaty after arranging all the stuff.but it wad okay overall.hmm....i didnt really went up to all blocks.only stay downstairs to arrange all the newspaper.ours is so neat and tidy compared to e2.they jus throw eveything inside the lorry like a rubbish dump.i see liao until pek ceh.
den after tad went to j8.suckling pig glen and kailrence like da shao ye men.soo big show lor.make us wait for half an hour plus.i almost flared up lor.like wth.whr got gal wait boy de.they putting make up at home tads y so late den come sia.
muahahaha.amelia soo clever.she jus tell the person tad we all wan big room.actually is got 2 small room de.but far away.so she jus chose big room sia.1 thing i wan to say is.overall all of us tad sang is okay wif their singing.except....AARON AND XUANZHENG.I NOT DUN LIKE UR SINGING LA.BUT CAN SING THE CHORUS SDAME VOLUME AS OTHER PARTS ONOT?UR CHORUS SUDDENLY BLAST UNTIL SO LOUD DAT WE FELT UNCOMFORTABLE.and aaron,ur tad hokkien song is nice...tads like the nicest song u sing,besides 5566 song lars.
xz.....thx for all the duets u helped us sing.cos we really in need of boy to sing it.sorry tad marilyn didnt sing.she very de stubborn de.kailrence.i appreciate if u just STFU and dun make dumb noises like 'put!put!put' or adding comments to all song lyrics.glen,u dun look sick,u look so alert.purposely dun wan sing de hor?den y waste money go? SAME GOES TO U MARILYN!
annie.man i love you sing!!!all the FIR song u sing till very nice sia.i noe u dun like they cut in and sing off tune la.but still fun right?amelia.u are all so high thr,but i dno why u cant see through their stupid act.kinda obvious they lied to u ma...weikiat,u are violent.
acslyn....T.T
im sorry today i attitude you.cos i not in the best of moods.if i somehow offended u today,so sorry.cos waiting for them den i pissed.but i really sorry cos i didnt noe u must reach home by 7,i tot is go home at 7.sorry okays?forgive me lar?T.T
okays.shit! im starting wif okays again...-.-
today half the time im feeling down,and guilty.
down cos acslyn they all busy wif work.den nobody wan tok to me.
den i hav to go home cos i stay thr means i alone ler.cos they all got remedial later.
guilty becos today whole class stand outside to see ms hong sweep floor.she say the floor dirty will make ppl think bad of her.she haven see e4 room lor.if ours is pigsty den their is rubbish dump.they got big pieces of paper on floor sia.and like nobody cares...
tml got CIP.i look forward to it abit cos got gen wif me den i okay ler.anyway dis kind of thng i do b4 lor.got lots of exp when i last time sell ice cream.so i shud be able to cope la...
after tad can go kbox...i really look forward to seeing acslyn sing.i mean.she nv really sing whole song for me b4.so kinda look forward to it.and of cos.weikiat!he nv will sing in front of us in school.so i gna see how he and xuanzheng and darryl sing tml.for glen and kailrence.sorry but i hope u 2 dun smoke thr can?i noe thr is can smoke la.but im innocent de,i dun wan die so early so dun smoke ok? recently my posts all so long.mayb for next few days dun post ler.T.T
dis week i got 10times wan to burst out crying but i didnt cos i constantly remind myself not to be beaten.means last year i kana beaten alot of times...T.T briung shirt change any1?
okays.i was being lousy.acting lousy.i felt tad no matter how hard i tried.i cant get myself to be high.im no longer tad marcia.ive changed to be so hard hearted tad i can reject acslyn at once.and thinking back makes me feel guilty.i can point out her faults at once without even thinking bout wad wrong i did.at some point of time,i realised tad i feel tad the whole world owns me everything.den thinking again.actually i own ppl more den they own me.
i stop being so kpo.but i oso stop being so talkative.and i put on a mask now when im in 3e1 class.no matter how my frens encourage,i cant get myself to face my class.every morning i wake up not thinking how to face this day.but thinking about how to pass this day asap.i was being LOUSY.i start not caring bout ppl around me.i started only thinking bout myself.i started to degenerate.it was like,i didnt een tok to weezheo more den 5 sentences for whole day when he was sitting right in front of me.and only after school den i pulled down myy mask.and be back to myself.but for a short while.cos the afternn ends quickly.im still lousy.i cant blame ms hong saying tad im wearing a mask and not letting her see me true self.i hate myself.i hate it really.marcia practically sucks.and i cant stand ppl saying sarcastic things pointed at me behind my back.but they keep doin so tad every now and den i felt like bursting out but i told myself not to let ppl see my other side.im being stupid.
i've written for so long.i realised i said.tad im lousy,stupid.and hate myself.
today...1st thing tad spolit my mood is smone throw tissue at my table.and i sort of guessed who it is.but nvm la.lucky they nv disturb me for whole day ler.hack care...-.-
annie today dam funny lah!pearlin use her phone call carmen den carmen call back.we was like shouting all around beside her.den i realised tad carmen jus the table behind us! lmao!!! so we all thr lafing like crazy...XDDD
bad mood...i didnt start wif 'okays'...hahas.i oso realised tad im starting my posts wif 'okays'.i nv bully or offend people mah.so how come they come bully me?izit just becos im all alone in class.
guys,those tad today keep asking me to report to teacher.u noe why i dun wan onot?wad if after dat den ms hong go confront her leh?wad if she angry den every now and den oso throw small things at me leh?den wad i do?keep complaining to teacher meh?like tad ms hong will oso tink tad i very bothersome mah.tads y i prefer not to tell teacher mah.u tink if i nv consider all dis will i still stay dis way until now?i have given it careful tots den realised tad it will only result in more harm.plus i no evidence tad she bullied me right?i hate being alone in class.and now the climb mountain ass say tad all classes are supposed to sit together as a class during recess.hell for me lah.all day long in 3e1 is like so unbearable ler.now still mus sit my fav recess wif them.i mean,i dun like recess cos i can eat,but its one of the little time tad i can spent without 3e1.so tad time is only when tad i can take off my mask...-.-
arg.....pissed and angry now.i now the word i can describe myself..VIvid.Rmb dis word ma?
i hate my class.thr are ppl who are so fake and damn ass.
but i cant complain to any1.cos they get boring listening to me complaining.its jus becos they like their class and many of their teachers lightened up their life.
me leh?okays.maybe im happy during chinese lessons.dis is the only time i can tok aloud in class,show my true self.
class bullys.i hate them.
alright alright,mayb i enjoy abit when tannie and wee zheo was sitting together.cos they two create lots of sparks for me to laf at.but now no more ler.tannie kana move to so far away.den i got nothing to tok bout except work.
3e5.my best class.mayb ur all tot tad i in 3e1 den how come in 3e5.or why thr is 3e5 in peirce.tell u wad.3e5 class is beside my class.choir room!! man mayb that class is the class tad we all like lor.but now the basketball and 2e4 ppl now take them as f-o-c air=con room ler.nvm lah.S long S they dun damaged or dirty anything.im alright wif it.
stress!!! very stress....everyday stay back for double maths tuition by tiffany.only she can teach me cos she too clever.hahas.so late den go home...T.T~~~~STRESS~~~~
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arh!!! i cut my hair...lolz...so short.shorter den acslyn.okay lah...only the fringe short..
today alot of funny thngs happened.esp after recess.the e2 gys was imitating mr jon ong saying 'alright!' lmao!
and 3 of us,annie acs and me,took 3 bus,same standing place.like so funny.at 1st we didnt realized.den dno who say tad we stand at same place again.den 3rd bus oso...-.-
acs mum scold her cos of some stupid reason...like wth! if mum scold me cos its originally my bro's fault.i wud hav scold her back sia...haven do hw...im agauin using dotz too much-.-
try not to use it much now...but cant seemed to stop
MR CHENG TEACH TOO SLOW LER!!!
yay! i have decided!!! to learn cooking!!!
as in learn it seriously.lolz.i dun think i can make much progress in dis.cos of stupid studies...but still,i will cook and try lots of food during weekends...hope u all can try my cooking next time...lols...but if i cook until very awful...den sorry lorXDD
liming bdae on friday.nigel's on thursday.glen's on wednesday...T.Ti no money ler.mayb i dun buy for glen...anw last year oready giv him.dis year hack care can ler..XD but nigel...i oso dno wad to buy him...lm...i go buy the specialised makde de keychain for you can?dis time i write rx's name...XP
i very sian now...so late ler haven eat lunch sia...lucky my mum buying back-.-
haven do homework.die.i hate writing journals.i mean..hey we are sec 3 lo! still write journals like primary 2...what the hell!!!!
lolz.lots of thing happened on friday and saturdayXDDD
-went to amk centre to return comic books-
saw dis pinky changed sex guy again.wif same hair.but didnt get to see his face cos he walking away den i turn back.stella again missed him.like wad luck la...how can miss him when he walked pass us?i missed cos i watching hua yang shao nian shao nu.but she like looking around mah.acslyn 1st to see him again.XD
-back to school-
orientation today.shout untill bo xia liao.keep shouting join dis and tad...i even helped out in art club,np and track...am i good or wad?!
-back home-
cant stop sneezing,caught a cold when i walked in the rain.nv been so weak before.like i can sleep for so long..
cough today.lolz.chat wif korkor,glen and who arh(?)last night.found out smthing big today when i read my mail.anyone took the istrology thing?hahas.smone got pranked and the results was sent to me.alright alright...i wun say who go pranked and he/she likes who.wadever.like i cant use tad piece of news for my dinner.so wad for i care.
-tonight-
wun stop coughing.my lungs gna burst soon.got nice nice show tonight.i wan sty up and watch...XDhaven do hmwork....sian-.-
damn i hate dis day....my fren came like monthly time...-.-
but still,i had fun wif my mates...
and it had to happen in school.like so lucky! becos its like so difficult to take tad thing right in front of boys.thr were guys we knew who sat thr.so i was trying hard to hide.but i tink they noe lor.
im like bloody bored now.just had a row wif tad asshole.he fucker lah...snacks oso dun gime eat some.i whole day nv eat liao leh..
STFU la u! u think u wad?if u think i dun look nice or wadever.tell me right in my face.at least i will feel happier if u do tad,and i would thknm tad u are 1 frank person tad i will appreciate.but now,u are just 1 hypocrite in my eyes.
believe it or not,i passed my hcl compo.like so diff still pass.but den,i got lousy marks..so..T.T
class was okay today.at least i got tok to tannie and wee zheo plus others gals...
i mean wif they 2 in front of me.i cant help not laughing.
but most importantly.i will study hard dis year.and get higher results den those who look down on me.i rmb u! u will be stepped by me 1 day.
i now dun hate my class so much.at least 1 day can go other classes a few times.
choir singing seasons of love,ti orh orh,when you believe.
lucky i rmb most parts of it.but still hav hipcups at some parts.
cca orientation on friday.looking forward to see my future juniors de juniors.hahas.
and wtf!!! tad stupid adrain didnt realize tad im from his class.i mean.HELLO! I NOE I SIT AT CORNER AND WAS HIDDEN VERY WELL.BUT TAD DOESNT MEAN U CANT SEE ME RIGHT???
i now only hope for 3 things.
1.stacey be president.
2.study harder and PASS ALL TEST WIF GOOD RESULTS.
3.TRY TO LOVE MY CLASS.(i cant believe the 1st time i cheered is during assembly ytd.i meant,its so boring and i got to cheer?-.-lll)
lolz
today sch is okay...
aden sits in front of me...he still tries to squeeze into the gap...like wth..
cca orientation.fun/high.okay lah.everything to me is okay now.
but i helped out wif zheng rui to assist mr phua in listening to them sing tong hua.some really noe how to sing but wans to join other cca.pathetic.
left school wif heavy books.really heavy.
den i walk till tired went to annie house rest.
came back den scold my brother.he ass lah.pon tang for 2 days liao.kns! i dun even noe sia.
like i care.best if dad kill him lah.so tad he wun fight the com wif me.
ers.....saw stacey's tagboard and i was like having the idea...
eheheh....lenny and johnathan always thr leh...how come lenny nv tag my blog b4 den tag her's arh?jon i dun care...but 2 add together keep taggin her blog...
abit...heehee.i was thinking tad mayb mayb tad....they like her...zzzzzzz nvm la
like den like lor....like i care.for thehell last time i saying.i dun like him.whoever u tink he is....
today chior got a few good de....like derrick,jun niong....yah tads all folks!
blogging on 1st weekend in 2007!!!
bad week..totally....
went to sinnee and stella house.
sinnee house is like still de same...
cook maggie mee.den eat ice cream...the vanilla ice cream like so 'NICE' lor
melt abit cos she nv store at freezer.1st time eat liddat de ice cream...and look like white color shit.
stella house...met her sis,den when i came out of her room from second floor and look down.another gal sitting in front of tv wif her sis.den i tot is her sis fren.but is her mum! like wth!!! so young???look really like young gal lo!! pus she wear de specs is thick thick de.den i looking from top.wah...damn pretty and young...
and her figure,i really hav to say.is same as her sis.like omg!!!!!
i dun wan tok bout classes la.but except hcl.
the compo really diff.racked my brains to finish.
but title is my class.2E1 rocks!!!!! i wrote bout them!!
i love you guys man!!!ms hong let us write on our impression of 3e1.i timnk my descprition is the lousiest and worst.
hate 3e1!!! lolz.tell u wad,the only class i will be happy,is during chinese lesson,dat is when i can be with ppl i like,or ppl dat works well wif me.
i will be well and high during recess nia.SAD right???worse of worse.all y favourites teachers went to other classes.like mr phua! like wah....thunder strike me...go stella class,den mr pillay! wth!!!!oso stella class.
den i dun hav a close fren or clique ppl in my class.damn lonely.even my beloved huixian oso go other class.
wna kill myselfT.T
haiz.life has to go on...but mine wun be as exciting as others...only plain and dull.
guys.dun come to my class find me or something.cos if u see the different me,im afraid u will freak out.
im on the same boat as kuan yu,but im sinking soon,worse den him hor?T.T
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