okays.
today is valentine's day.i woke up feeling moody.didnt smile all the way unitl i saw ren kai.the way he sits on bus holding the bouquet of flower really makes me lafs.
voting of president today.i voted for syazwan,but...melvin won.im happy for him and also sad for syazwan.he cried you noe...and i can only stand at the side watching him,felt so helpless and uselessT.T
haiz.i suddenly felt tad life is so miserable.like how i treat my frens.how they treat me.how happy am i wif them.how you wan to stay in ur class when i ask u out,or leave when i said something.avoiding me.avoiding my questions.ignoring wad i say.dun tok.rather tell others den me.i still duno whether im ur fren onot.but for the past one and half month,you sre not being my fren,or rather,i dun feel like ur fren.like u change after the long december.u no longer say stuff we usee to say.i miss ur attitude towards life and stuff.den we treat them as frens but not me.the least person i expect to reject me is u.but yet it happened to be you.many a times i wanna scold you off for everything u do,but i felt tad it wad not ur fault,but actually it is.everytime i wan to confront u wif ur attitude,but im afraid u wud start crying off like tad time,so i tot mayb i wun.but keeping all these in my heart,no one wud listen or noe.WELL,MAYBE WE SHUD BE QUIET FOR AWHILE,SO TAD I CAN TINK OVER WAD ARE OUR RELATIONS or mayb,i have an idea,im just a tool for you,after you use finish,u night not need me.
sorry guys.dun read if you get bored.its nothing actually.but i tink no one ever visits my blog lurh.
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